Sunday, August 13, 2017


"We have calcium in our bones
iron in our veins
carbon in our souls and nitrogen in our brains.
93 percent stardust with souls made of flames, we are all just stars that have people's names."
N. Gill

eyes: Mesange, Sky eyes @ On9
mesh eyes with HUD 
from the 9th to the 28th

eyeshadow: Mesange, Victoire eyeshadow, 
exclusive for Cosmetic Fair 2017
starts on August 15th
 comes with Catwa, Lelutka, Genesis and Omega appliers only. 
sold in sets of four, with various colors. 

hair: Truth
past group gift (fee to join)

skin appliers: Glam Affair, gift from Gacha Garden, Catwa applier

head: Catwa, Alice mesh (non bento) head

The necklace is from Izzie's and the rings you see peeking out of the sweater are Bento rings from Slackgirl.


Sunday, July 9, 2017

no words needed...

eyes:Vision by A.S.S, elements and glass eyes for Catwa

bracelets: Kunglers, Cora bracelets
@ We<3RP July Edition

hair: Lamb, Love

skin appliers: MUDSKIN, Chae-Young #7 Gacha
skin tone 102
Gacha, available in store
Maitreya appliers are in the same room
opposite the Gacha machines :)   

gun: :Mesh Store:  Maria 9mm pistol

Friday, July 7, 2017

and the ocean built her a kingdom...

Once upon a time, there was a very special girl..
She wasn't like other girls.  Her father was the Thunder and her mother was the Sunlight.
In her eyes, summer storms and rainbows lived.
No one understood why she loved to stand by the sea, and walk along its shores
alone .. or why she would sit and watch the waves, their rythmic movement
reminding her of sacred mysteries. 

No one knew that she could hear the Sea.

And even she did not know.. that the Sea could hear her. And that he watched her, this child made of the universe. That when she was sad, he wept
That when she was happy, he soared. 
But the night her innocence was taken from her, she did not know that it was the Sea who had ensured that the one who hurt her would never touch her again.
In her sadness, she had left her home, ran as far away as she could from those memories.. . and he lost her...

But the woven thread that connected them did not break.  And, in its own time, it called her home.

She stood at the very edge of the waves, slowly walking into them as they ebbed and flowed.
The Sea smiled... and lifted her, holding her just above the water, not letting her sink.

"Hello my dear friend," she whispered, leaning down to touch the cool salty brew of life beneath her.

"Welcome home.. " The Sea echoed.. the sound of reminiscent of a whisper in the breeze. She recognized that voice. 
The voice that had always called to her.
Woven into her memories like a golden thread, humming in her same frequency.
Always there.

"This is yours now.. all that you see.. it is for you."said the Sea.

She looked out over the endless expanse. A single tear threatened to fall from its precarious perch on her eyelids.
"But why me? " she asked, closing her eyes to not let the flood come.

"Because I love you.. " was the simple answer he gave. 

And that is how the Ocean built the girl that was born of thunder and sunlight a kingdom of her own. And how a solitary little girl had found a home in love.

arm wraps, leg wraps, and gown: VIBES, Vaiwa, 
Maitreya fit with HUD to change colors of the metals

finger gloves: VIBES, Vaiwa Glove, Bento
for Maitreya

Fabiana and Fabienne tattoos
appliers for Belleza, Maitreya and Omega

hair: Lelutka, Clarice

skin appliers: .Atomic., Elf skin
(past Arcade Gacha item, maybe found on the MP)

head: Catwa, Alice Mesh head

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Sometimes darkness can you show you the Light..

"Like an unsung melody
The truth is waiting there for you to find it
It's not a blight, but a remedy
A clear reminder of how it began
Deep inside your memory
Turned away as you struggled to find it
You heard the call as you walked away
A voice of calm from within the silence
And for what seemed an eternity
You're waiting, hoping it would call out again
You heard the shadow reckoning
Then your fears seemed to keep you blinded
You held your guard as you walked away
When you think all is forsaken
Listen to me now (all is not forsaken)
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness can show you the light"
 Disturbed, The Light

corset and breast plates: Riske, Gamer Armour, black
meshfit size L for curvier avis and size S for smaller avis
@ We<3RP July Round, opens July 5th!

tattoo: Endless Pain, Koro
for Maitreya, Belleza, TMP, Omega, Signature, Slink body
and Slink hand applier, as well as system tattoo layer
@ We<3RP  July Round

under eye makeup: ARISE. Roga makeup
appliers for Lelutka, Catwa and Omega
@ The Fantasy Collective

eyes: euphoric, Bebe eyes
Catwa Applier and mesh eyes

hair: Wasabi Pills, Teeloh

arm:  CUREMORE, 
Maschinenmensch arms

head: Catwa, Alice Mesh head

gun (in photo below): BAMSE, Yarrr! Gun, Rust

Sunday, July 2, 2017

The Oracle...

The King came to the Oracle, his guards waiting outside her chamber door. He had never been here, and he shifted uncomfortably. An old woman came forward, her hand outstretched, and he dropped a bag full of coins in her weathered old hand.

"Are you The Oracle?"  he asked her, looking at her beggars clothes and bent body. She snorted, shaking her head, but pocketing the coins at her belt.

"Follow me. " she said, walking slowly towards a large arched entryway draped in heavy silks.
The smell of incence wafted in the air, mixed with .. was that honeysuckle? The King couldn't place the scent. It was light, lingered on the air, still and sweet. He shook his head.. "witch's glamour" he grumbled and glared at the old woman.

She stopped and pulled back the silken curtains, revealing an open, high ceiling chamber, cushions placed here and there through the room. Two chairs by a fireplace framed a small table with fruits.   Large rugs covered some of the stone floor. A soft, hazy light shone through the windows. That scent that mesmerized him was stronger now, drifting around him.  He glanced around, turning..
"What do I.... " he started to speak, but realized that he was alone now. The old hag was nowhere to be seen. He grumbled.

"Why have you come?"

The voice drifted across the stillness, a light, soft, voice, so gentle he almost thought he imagined it.
He stood, glancing from side to side, looking for the source. In the far corner of the chamber he thought he saw something move in the shadows, and he instinctively reached for his knife at his belt, the only weapon he had carried in.  He knew he was being watched, but.. saw no one. The shadow in the corner seemed to move and he felt beads of sweat form at his forehead. Someone was here..

"Show yourself!" He shouted as he watched the shadows.  Something moved, a growl. The King spun around. He watched as a large, grey wolf, materialized from the shadows, walking near the wall, his head turned, feral eyes watching, stalking him.

"Why have you come?" the voice once more asked, and the King turned, hearing it more clearly now.

What he saw made him forget the wolf. Standing before him was one the most stunning women he had ever seen.  She looked like a Goddess, her skin a fair golden hue, sun kissed, flowing wheat colored hair cascading in waves down her shoulders and back, every curve a enticement, showcased in what seemed to be a delicate chain-metal garment, so finely made he swore it was Elvenmade. She was bathed in a white soft light, glinting off stands of her hair.

"by the Goddess.." he muttered, staring at her ripe breasts, nipples peeking through the delicate metal framing them. His eyes traveled downward, to the meeting of her thighs, and he swallowed hard. Was she even real? he thought to himself, as his eyes came back up to her face. The curve of her cheekbones was as if carved by a master sculptor, her full lips were the color of roses covered in dew.

"I.. I... " he stuttered,  his eyes working their way to hers. They were a bright blue,  and he swore they glowed.  "I have been seeking a fair  and worthy companion and have not found her.. I need to know if I will.. and how.. " he finished, his voice lowering. He was a King, and admitting that he had failed at something did not come naturally. He had always won his prize, anything he wanted he got. But not what he wanted the most.

She tilted her head slightly, her hand moved almost imperceptibly, the most subtle of motions, and he saw the wolf trot over to her, his large paws silent on the stone floor. Out of the shadows the king realized how large the creature was, watching as the animal stood by the girl and his muzzle came to her hand. She smiled, fingers sliding up the creatures face and back to the fur around his neck, her hand entwined in the fur.

The girl now took a step, and the wolf matched her, leading her. As she came closer the King realized... she was blind. Those amazing magical eyes.. could not see .. or.. could they?

She stopped a few steps from him, the wolf by her side.

"What you seek you cannot find with your eyes, dear King.. but with your heart" she said, her voice a honeyed sweetness. "You seek love yet you only see the outside, not the whole... " girl continued, and with every word he felt as if the air became lighter, a little sweeter. He inhaled, and his hand reached out to her.

The growl was a warning. Deep, feral.. a threat of death covered in fur and fangs. The wolf's eyes fixed on the King, and he dropped his hand, stepping back. In his head, a deep, dark voice echoed..
"You do not want to die today.. " And the king gasped, taking another step back.

The girls lips turned up slightly, and she ran her fingers through the wolf's fur... then turned her sightless eyes to the King.

The air stilled.
Time seemed to stop. 

Her blind eyes glowed, a fire within that burned through the breath of the Gods.  She spoke then, and her voice surrounded him...

 "Most people in your life
were only meant
for for dreams, 
and summer laughter. 

They stay til the wind changes, 
the tides turn, 
or disappear
with the first snow. 

She stopped, her face turned slightly to her wolf, and she continued... 
And then there are some, 
that were forged 
to weather blizzards
and pain with you. 

They were cast in iron
and set in gold
and never ever leave you
to face anything alone. 

Turning her head back to the king, she finished with these words.. 

Know who those people are. 
And love them the way they deserve. 
Not everyone in your life is temporary. 
A few are as permanent as love is old."

The King blinked.  Time resumed. The air moved again. The lights glinted and he caught his breath.  
Suddenly, she was gone. 

"Go find your permanent, my King. Remember that your heart sees what your eyes cannot.. " came her voice, slowly fading away, and the King watched as the wolf disappeared back into the shadows.

 (please note that the quote used in this story is not my own, it is by Nikkita Gill)

top and panties: Entice, 
Dirrty lingerie, with texture changing HUD
(you can get early access to We<3RP by purchasing passes on marketplace, 
but only a limited number are available, so hurry if you 
want to get an early entry and shop lag free!) 

eyes: Mesange, Era eyes
mesh eyes as well as a HUD that works with any Omega eyes, such as Lelutka

head jewelry: ~*SE*~ Oracle Circlet
mesh with texture changing HUD

bed: c(TC), Minuette day bed
PG with poses

head: Catwa, AnnaGrey mesh non-bento head

skin appliers: Lara Hurley, Gia

hair: Truth, Cheri

Saturday, July 1, 2017

By Dawn's Early Light...

Oh, say can you see by the dawn's early light
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming?
And the rocket's red glare, 
the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.
Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave? 

top and skirt: Cara Creations, 4t of July outfit
mesh, Maitreya, Slink, Belleza, Tonic, TMP

jacket: Addams, Military Jacket

head: Lelutka, Chloe Bento Mesh head

hair: Magika, Honey Whiskey

To everyone that defends our freedom
and fights the fights for those who cannot.. 
Thank you <3



Monday, June 26, 2017

with the earth of a hundred nations in my skin..

"I'm at your back door
With the earth of a hundred nations in my skin
You won't recognize me
For the light in my eyes is strange
It was years ago, god knows
When you strained to tell me your whole truth
That you were not mine to save
That you could not change
Would it be enough to go by
If we could sail on the wind in the dark
Cut those chains in the middle of the night
That had you pulled apart
Would it be enough to go by
If there's moonlight pulling the tide
Would it be enough to live on
If my love could keep you alive"
V. Teng
Skin: Birth, Eden Skin, tone 02
not at the Birth Mainstore
 Available in 8 tones. Browless Option and  Eyebrows in Black, Brown, Blonde, Red
(this skin is released for Catwa Annie, but can be worn
with other Catwa heads. Please try the demo first! Worn on 
Catwa Catya bento mesh head)
hair: Truth, Cheri
The Bindi I am wearing is from Rust Republic and the necklace is from Izzie's, which is 
a past gacha event item. You maybe able to find it still on the MP.