Wednesday, January 31, 2018

The Seven Seeds...


 "Don't come looking for me.. because you will not like what you find.
He didn't steal me.
I came to him.
opened eyes and parted lips, ready for his tongue on mine, 
ready for him to make my Srping when he kneels 
to me. 
His Queen. 

I was not hungry that day. 
I was ravenous. 
Ravenous for the feel of his 
dark skin, the scent of the Earth 
the feel of damp hair 
when I entwined my fingers through it. 

Come, he said. 
And I did.. oh I did. 

I was not a child to be stolen
but a woman ready to blossom into 
who she really was. 
Hades' Bride" 
T.F. 
_______ 

dress  - **Sexy Princess* - LaToya dress 
fits for Maitreya, Slink, Belleza, Eve and TMP, Altamura

boots - **Sexy Princess** - LaToya Boots
Slink, Maitreya, Belleza fits

back tattoo - LUSH - Love Me Down tattoot
for The Stupid Cupid Hunt  1L
OMEGA only (Omega works with many 
mesh bodies,  including Maitreya, Bellea, Slink, Tonic, etc.)
Feb. 3rd-28th

hair: Tram - E816 non rigged mesh hair, fatpack

skin appliers: Glam Affair - Klea

hand jewelry-  L'Emporio - Amuletum Wicca
mesh for Bento hands








Sunday, January 28, 2018

[Bloodmoon Rising] The Aftermath

dress: **Sexy Princess** - Lucy dress, black
mesh fits for  Maitreya, Belleza, Slink, eBody and classic avatars
also on the markteplace
hair: Tram - E816 non rigged mesh hair, fatpack

chair: Salacity - Not Your Grandfather's WingBack Chair
with built in poses, PG and Adult
and decor
available exclusively at the XXX Event for January 

tattoo: ISUKA - Hikaru

skin appliers: Glam Affair - Klea

 eyes: {S0NG} - Blair Purple eyes
with mesh eyes and Catwa appliers

nails: Slack Girl - Ballerina basic mesh nails


She stood at the edge of the dying light, rain cascading down the window panes.
The sound of the rain soothed Tess. It always had.

"You know they will come after you, " the quiet deep baritone of Malcom's voice sounded in the silence.

"I am aware of that," Tess stated simply. Her calm eyes distant, memories flowing in them like swirls of a turbulent ocean.

"They won't stop", he continued.

"Malcom.."

"They will kill you, and all that you have done, all that we have accomplished, will be for naught.."

"Malcom..." Tess' voice now had a slight edge.

"I just want you safe..." Tess felt his hands on her shoulders, those gentle large hands, their skin a dusky chocolate tone.

Tess turned slightly, her head dipped and her cheek was on his hand, as her own came to gently rest on it. She closed her eyes and for a moment, for a single split second, she let the stress and old anger fade, and she sighed.

"I will be fine." She then said, taking her hand away and turning to offer Malcolm a small smile.

Malcolm looked at her for a few seconds, opened his mouth to speak, and then nodded.
If she was anything, she was stubborn and persistent.

"I need to be alone for a while.." she said as she sat in Vincent's old leather chair, the throw that still held his scent left on it. The safehouse was for all Shadow Warriors, but this room, this was Vincent's haven, his private office, and only Tess and Hunter had been allowed to freely come and go.

Tess lifted her wine glass, lifted it to her lips, and sipped the lifegiving fluid.
Blood.
Red, vibrant with energy.
Purchased from a blood donation center. Tess chuckled humorlessly. Vincent had been the leader of their.. sect? coven? Secret Society? Tess didn't even know what to call them really, at least not anymore. Shadow Warriors was how they were referred to over the centuries, but the name was hardly applicable now.


*************
She had been sitten there, in the heavy silence, for God-knows how long.  Then she felt her skin goosebump.
The sound outside on the alley vibrated in her ears. The familiar gait was unmistakeable.

Hunter! Tess moved with preternatural speed, at the secret door in an instant,  all senses alert as she landed in the apparently empty alley, rain falling, drenching her.

Hunter? she reached out with her mind.

The shadows moved.
His broad shoulders and amber eyes... his long wavy hair in a tumble down to his shoulders, and.. a beard?

Tess laughed. Really laughed as she ran into those strong arms, enveloped in an embrace so tight that she caught her breath in a gasp. But she didn't let go. She held on, trembling now, all the emotions she had controlled so tightly for so long suddenly flowing, and she dug her nails into him, sobs rising up to a wail..

Hunter held on to Tess. The emotions emanating from her were so strong he had to take deep breaths to just keep on his feet, but with every breath, he took her in.. her scent, her vibrant energy, the soul she always claimed had been gone for long now.

He held on to her until her sobbing calmed down, always aware of the energies around them, knowing they were in danger oustide of the protection of the Safe House.

"Let's go inside.." he said gently to her, his voice by her ear. He felt her nod, and he put her down.

Then, he saw her raise her hand and the slap stung across his face, and he lost his balance and almost fell backwards.
Fuck she was strong.

"That's for leaving me, you fucker!" her voice was breathy,  quivering still from her tears, as she wiped her face with the back of her hand. She was soaked, her hair plastered to her head, her dress accentuating her curves more than before, and her eyes flashed a deep hue of lavender.

"Do we have to do this here?" he asked, annoyed but knowing her anger needed an outlet.

"Fuck you!!" she said, and lunged at him, but he was faster this time, and grabbed her hands, pinning them behind her back as he pushed up against the old brick wall.

"I needed you! and you left! You. left. me." she said, struggling with every word through gritted teeth. She sobbed, a body wracking sob that shook her even as she struggled against his vice grip.

"Tess, I am sorry.. I am.. but please, we need to go inside.." he said, quietly, urgently.

Tess sniffled, looking more like a pouty child than an enraged vampire now. She looked down and then tilted her head slightley.."is.. is that a kilt?"

"I'll explain once we get inside" Hunter said, moving fast now, the secret door opening for him as he passed through with Tess' hand in his. She stumbled in after him, wiping her face, as they entered in the old kitchen.  Wrapping her arms around her, she shivered.  The flood of emotions had left her exhausted, her guard she had always kept up was down, and she struggled to get some sense of oder in her mind.

She knew that she had put both her and Hunter in danger by letting her emotions run like this, outside the protection of the Safe House.  She took a few deep breaths, then looked up at Hunter, who was staring at her with the same beautiful calm eyes that he always had, sprinkled with light and laughter.

"I'm so glad you are back" she said simply, staring into those eyes, and smiled.. a real smile for the first time in a very, very long time.






Saturday, January 27, 2018

Mesh Body Review - Tonic Curvy

Let's talk about mesh bodies, shall we? Specifically, Tonic Curvy.  There are many wonderful bloggers who have done various reviews on mesh bodies, and I wanted to put in my thoughts for this lovely body.

 **Notethat I purchased this body and it was not given to me to blog. Please also note that the images have not been altered or photo-shopped. They have only been cropped to fit the blog. I shot the images on High using a non-shadow windlight, Nam's Optimal Skin and Prim**

Now, aesthetics on bodies will differ for every person, and I do not expect everyone to agree or like this body as much as I do. But, that being said, I do believe it offers a good alternative if you want something outside of the Belleza, Slinks and Maitreya. (Mind you, I own all of those as well and each one has it pros and cons).

As a photo artist and blogger in SL, I generally have a few requirements that I go by when I purchase mesh: 1. Universality 2. Ease of use 3. Aesthetically pleasing 4. Longevity

Universality

Basically, are there plenty of options from creators for this mesh.  Can it use default sizes as well? Is it Omega friendly?   The Tonic bodies support rigging for Slink feet, so that solves the shoe issue rather well. It also has a few creators making some mesh clothing that is rigged for Tonic. However, I've found that I can, with my shape, fit Maitreya-rigged well and Slink- rigged to some degree.  For example, I can fit Vinyls clothing that is Maitreya rigged using the alpha for the body with very little shape adjustments, if any.

 That does speak perhaps to the fact that the shapes I use tend to be proportionate and not overly exaggerated one way or another.  As always, I urge people to DEMO, DEMO, DEMO everything before you purchase it to be sure it fits your shape.

The body  has recently been updated with Bento hands, which is awesome, as well as having the ability to change the feet from flat to medium to tip toe with one button on the HUD.

This body is Omega ready. It will accept all skins that are Omega friendly, as well as clothing and nail appliers and tattoos. 


 Ease of use

The body is easy to use, with the HUD being very self-explanatory, and the note cards that come with the body are simple, easy to read and understand and well organized. I found that if I needed to ask a question, 99% of them were answered in the Notecards included with the body. I did not have to go to a website, join a group, etc to get what I needed. I did, however, join the Tonic group and I found it to be super helpful and a good source of information for the body in general.  What I noticed is that the creator of Tonic will send out notices with information on clothes, nails, accessories, etc that have been made by others for the Tonic body, which is a nice bonus for Tonic users.

The HUD itself is simple, and I found that there are plenty of alpha layers to accommodate clothing fits.  The only thing I'd add would be a button that would alpha basically the Bust region in one click. Currently, you have to pick each alpha slice to alpha the bust area. If the creator were to add the option of "bust" then that would be an easy and fast option for when everything else fits but you need to alpha the girls!

I've included some images of the HUD for you to see here.
 








 Aesthetics

Yay! more photos! Yes, I really love the curves and lines of the Tonic body. If I had to categorize it, I'd say it is in the more universal and youthful group. The lines are smooth, flowing and allow for creating some lovely shapes. Even though I am using the "Curvy" body, you can certainly make it slimmer by the shape you use under it. Something to note, the Curvy body and Fine body both have the same general body shape as far as hips, legs, etc go, but the main difference is in the breast size. For the Fine Tonic body, you will not be able to get very large breasts at all, while with the Curvy body, your breasts are going to be larger from the start.


Now, let's look at the breasts.. (now there is a phrase you will really not hear often!). I love the line of these breasts, and I like how natural they look. Again, this is all based on the shape you use and how you adjust your gravity and size, of course. So, play with the shape and see what you like the best.


I also wanted to note that the Catwa mesh heads fit perfectly with the neck on this body. For my shape, I lowered the size to 0 as that fit best. 


You can see from these two images that the neck fit is close to flawless. Depending on which windlight you use and your resolution level, you may see seams differently.



Here is a look at the legs, and in particular the way the thigh connects to the lower buttock area, which is again, a lovely line with no awkward angles.

One of the areas that I would love to see a bit of tweaking on is the joint of the wrist and the hand. One of the reasons I love Slink is the pretty tapering of the wrist towards the arm as well as the more elongated and elegant fingers. If I had my wish, I'd love to see the wrist area be a bit more delicate and shapely, if possible.

 Now the derriere... another win! This body has a pretty and perky derriere. Again, everyone has a different aesthetic for their shape.  But, I like this curved apple or heart shape more than bodies who do a squarish shape to the bum area. 


Below you can see the hand, which is in a neutral hand position. I did not use any other appliers on the nails other than the ones that came with the body. There are plenty of creators who are making Bento rigged nails for Tonic, and the Tonic hands will take *most* of the Slink rigged nails and rings as well. Please DEMO before you purchase however as some may fit better than others. One creator that is making rings and mesh nails for Tonic hands is Slack Girl, and you can find some fun ones from the Pocket Gacha every month at super affordable prizes too! Searching on the Marketplace also will bring up various options for nails and rings rigged for the Tonic hands.


Below again you can see the lovely "hang" to the breasts and the curves of the hip and thigh area. I also used poses that twisted a bit to see if the body "pinched" or "bunched up" anywhere. Generally, the joints of the neck, shoulder, elbows and wrists have that issue on all bodies though.



Longevity
Will this body become obsolete? Well, that depends on the advancement of SL and what comes in the next few years. I never expect anything to stay the same, especially as technology advances. I knew that even though I loved my Lolas Tango breasts, they would fall by the wayside once mesh bodies came online and were perfected. Bento has changed things to another level of customization as well. So, I can't predict what will happen but I can say that as for mesh bodies, I eagerly await all the fun updates and improvements that are in the future, whatever those may be!

In closing, the Tonic body really is a contender in the mesh body world. I would not hesitate in recommending it to anyone, new and experience users included.

Cost: 2000L
Omega ready: Yes
feet and hands included: Yes
Bento: yes
can use slink shoes for feet: Yes
skins preloaded: Yes, from Lumae
free updates: Yes

Used in the images: 
Catwa - Alice Mesh non bento head
 skin - .Atomic. Elf skin appliers (with Omega option for body)
 hair - Truth 
 eyes - IKON

Stay tuned for my next review blog.. for the UTILIZATOR - Normie head!

Friday, January 26, 2018

silver cities rise...

Silver cities rise
The morning lights
The streets that meet them
And sirens call them on
With a song
It's asking for the taking
Trembling, shaking
Oh, my heart is aching
We're coming to the edge
Running on the water
Coming through the fog
Your sons and daughters
__________ 
sweater: LX - Aria sweater, mesh fits for
Maitreya, Belleza and Slink
for the Underdog Event
Jan 14 to Feb 16th

pants: Spirit - Tina pants (found in their
discount room)

hair: Tram - E816 non rigged mesh hair, fatpack

necklace: Izzie's - Letter heart necklace

Thursday, January 25, 2018

It is all your state of mind...

jacket: MOZ - Sonora Brown Leather jacket
fits for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink, eBody, Tonic

skirt: SimplyMe! - Denim skirt

hair: Lamb - Easy Easy

head: Catwa - Alice non Bento mesh head



Friday, January 19, 2018

she wasn't afraid to be herself..


"when everyone said.. "be a lamb"
she  showed her fangs
and became a wolf."
_____

tattoo: Junas Artistic Tattoo -  Misaki tattoo
appliers for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink, Omega, Altamura, Eve
and Signature
as well as system layers

skirt: **Sexy Princess** -  Layla skirt
mesh fits for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink
Altamura, Eve and TMP

top: Insanya - Raver top
mesh fits for Maitreya and Slink Hourglass
and Physique

hair: MINA -Anna
@ Pocket Gacha January edition
(you can get the Pocket Gacha HUD on the Marketplace.This is a way to play gacha 
from your own home, with out the lag, or waiting for anything to rez! Each month
the HUD is loaded with different gacha prizes from different creators.)




retail therapy..


 top: MOZ - Holly sleveless silk tee
mesh fits for Maitreya, Slink, Belleza, Tonic,
Ebody and Eve
and as a bonus, this top fits under my blazer top
from Addams! Score! 

pants: Just Because - Editor slacks

jacket: Addams - Irina mesh jacket
fits for Maitreya, Slink and Belleza

hair: Truth - Tinsley, December GG
(group fee is 250L to join, and you 
will receive group gifts monthly, as well 
as VIP discounts and special sales)

head: LAQ -  Scarlett Bento head

skin appliers: Seven Deadly Skins



Wednesday, January 17, 2018

my own world...


 top, leggings and boots - Apple Heart - Kylie outfit
leggins are applier-based, top is mesh and fits for
Maitreya, Slink, Belleza, EBody, Tonic and standard sizes

hair: Wasabi Pills - Brrree hair, mesh hair
with scarf (check out their Marketplace
sale on select styles!)

head: LAQ - Scarlett Bento Head
(using my own shape)

skin appliers - MUDSKIN - Candace, gacha




some early morning sunshine...


I hope you guys like today's post. I am uber excited to show you how the Utilizator Normie bento head looks. Such a pretty head, for only L500! Check it out on the MP and get a demo and play around with it. It is Omega enabled, so you do not need a relay for it, which is huge big win in my book! So, you can use any Omega ready skins, makeup, etc with it. It also easily fits all my mesh eyes, and it has a basic set of expressions it already comes with. There is a separate expression HUD for sale for only L100, which you can also use with other Bento heads. I've not tested that feature but will soon to see how it works. 

The Utilizator head is super easy to use, and it certainly lends itself to more youthful looks.  I used some of my Seven Deadly Skin Omega skins on it and they all looked so pretty! I own a *few* heads, so I have plenty of skins and appliers and I have to say that this head really handled the Omega makeup well too. I will do a more thorough blog-post on it on another date. But, I would certainly recommend you at least try the demo, which is also omega enabled so you can try out your omega skins on it, yay!

Also, this was a good reason to show off this super sexy ultrashort top from SimplyMe!.. isn't it pretty? I love the colors and it comes with so many fits.. be sure to go check it out!

Hugs to all!
xox
Tessy

head - Utilizator - Normie Bento mesh head
Omega ready
you can purchase it on the Marketplace as well!

tank top - SimplyMe! - Ultrashort tank
mesh fits for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink,
TMP, Eve and Altamura

hair - Truth - Cheri

eyes - IKON - Promise eyes

necklace - Izzie's

skin appliers - Seven Deadly Skins



Monday, January 15, 2018

Sunday, January 14, 2018

open up my buttons..


 jacket and shorts: Dafnis, Mireia jacket
and shorts
mesh fits for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink, EBody, TMP and Tonic,
as well as standard sizes

bra top: Addams, bra top for Lulu leather jacket
mesh fits for Maitreya, Slink, Belleza

hair: Wasabi Pills 

skin appliers: Pumec

tatto: Juna Artistic Tattoo - Noemi Tattoo, exclusive @ Designer 
Circle until the 20th of January
HUD applier for Maitreya, Belleza, Signature, Eve, Altamura
Omega

background: Paparazzi, 2018 Group Gift
mesh background for photos

head: Catwa, Catya Bento mesh head





Thursday, January 11, 2018

It's always words that undress you...


 lingerie and robe: SimplyMe! - Desiree mesh lingerie,  new release
with color changing HUD, sizes for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink, TMP, standard
sizes,
Marketplace

tatto: Juna Artistic Tattoo - Noemi Tattoo, exclusive @ Designer 
Circle until the 20th of January
HUD applier for Maitreya, Belleza, Signature, Eve, Altamura
Omega

hair: Truth - Tinsley
December Group Gift
(group fee is 250L to join, you will 
receive a monthly group gift plus other 
promotions) 

head: LOGO - Quinn Bento Mesh head

skin appliers: Wow Skins

nail appliers: DaneMarkz, Nearly Nude Nail appliers
@ Designer Showcase
see below for another image of the nail appliers

rings:  BLAXIUM, Andria Bento rings
for Maitreya, gacha
Marketplace








Sunday, January 7, 2018

Statement piece..

Even though I am on holiday I really really couldn't help myself when I saw this cute dress come my way from the We Love to Blog Group and Emberotic's Fashions. It seriously is just too good to pass up ;) Find it at The Darkness Monthly event out now!

Plus,  I came across Paparazzi on Flickr, and just loved their designs for photography backdrops, so I had to check out their stuff and ended up getting this awesome "Room With A View" set/backdrop.  By joining their group for free you can also pick up a free photo set/backdrop for 2018. (more pics below, unedited)

dress: Emberotic's Fashion Designs, 
Witchy Attitude Dress with Texture changing HUD
mesh fits for Maireya, Belleza, EBody, Slink, Tonic
and standard sizes
also found on Marketplace

hand jewelry: L'Emporio, Amuletum Wicca
mesh for Bento hands

hair: Truth, Delta, colour pack

head: Catwa, Catya Bento Mesh head

Body: Maitreya, Lara mesh body with Bento hands

background: Paparazzi,  The Room with a View,
mesh background for photos



Thursday, January 4, 2018

I can handle myself with the best of you, as well as the worst, and I often have..

Terror... This is what you call me

I strike terror among men
I can't be bothered by what they think
I bare my cross, my soul, myself
I forgive, but I never forget

I've been put upon this earth in female form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
As well as the worst
And I often have

I have the right to remain silent,
But I choose to speak, sing, scream
I am lips, hips, tits
I am the power of a woman....

My Ruin, Terror
________

kimono, headpiece and weapon: KiB Designs, Kimiko The Warrior outfit
mesh sizes for
Maitreya, Freya, Isis, Venus, Hourglass, Physique and Fitted mesh
6 colors/kimono and headpiece in fatpack
weapon comes for shoulder as well as hand attachment, sold seperately
or included in the fatpack 
exclusive for the Darkness Event

73CB

pose: Poseidon Poses, Sword Girl Complete 7-12 pose set

leg straps: SweetThing, Bath'Kol Leg wraps
Bath'Kol Gacha 

tattoo: ShinuMade, Koi tattoo

eyes: Izzie's, Demon eye, includes appliers
for Catwa, Lelutka, and mesh eyes



Wednesday, January 3, 2018

fresh air...

"Close your eyes and listen
The answer has always been inside you"
_____
So it is that time of year again to start anew.. new year, new possibilities ahead... we are heading into a cycle where we have more minutes of sunlight as the Earth wakes up from its dark slumber. It is a time for many to reflect on the past year and learn from our failures, and get up and try again. 
I actually started this post in November, and ended up so busy with the holidays, it was buried down in the list of blog posts, but, ironically, it showed up again as I was searching through my drafts.
In the title and the quote, I think intuitively the universe was trying to tell me something, so when I stumbled upon it again now, it was more fitting than ever... because the answers have always been inside us. We just need to take time to listen :) 

I will be back soon as I am away on a little holiday for myself, and will have very intermittent posts for a couple of weeks. In the meantime, may your new year be a breath of fresh air... 
Much love, 
Tessy


top and shorts: **Sexy Princess** Ayisha set
mesh fits for Maitreya, Belleza, Slink

tattoo: Shinu Made

hair: Lamb, Water Me

head: Catwa Catya 

Taken @ Hazardous