Tuesday, May 29, 2018

A Memorial...

Well how do you do, young Willy McBride?
Do you mind if I sit here down by your graveside
And rest for a while 'neath the warm summer sun
I've been walking all day, and I'm nearly done
I see by your gravestone you were only nineteen
When you joined the great fallen in nineteen-sixteen
I hope you died well
And I hope you died clean
Oh young Willy McBride, was is it slow and obscene?

(Chorus)
Did they beat the drums slowly?
Did they play the fife lowly?
Did they sound the death march as they lowered you down?
Did the band play the Last Post in chorus?
Did the pipes play the Flowers of the Forest?

Did you leave here a wife or a sweetheart behind?
In some faithful heart is your memory enshrined?
Although you died back in nineteen-sixteen
In that faithful heart, are you forever nineteen?
Or are you a stranger without even a name
Enclosed then forever behind a glass pane
In an old photograph torn, battered, and stained
And faded to yellow in a brown leather frame?
 The sun now shines o'er the green fields of France
There's a warm summer breeze that makes the red poppies dance
And look how the sun shines from under the clouds
There's no gas, no barbed wire, there's no gun firing now
But here in this graveyard it's still No Man's Land
The countless white crosses stand mute in the sand
To man's blind indifference to his fellow man
To a whole generation that were butchered and damned

(Chorus)
Now young Willy McBride, I can't help but wonder, why?
Do those that lie here know why they died?
And did they believe when they answered the call?
Did they really believe that this war would end wars?
For the sorrow, the suffering, the glory, the shame
The killing and dying were all done in vain
For young Willy McBride it all happened again
And again, and again, and again, and again
The High Kings, Green Fields of France

Monday, May 28, 2018

Cuteness!

 Hello! Here is a new set of poses I made, and I thought they were so cute I just called them Cuteness, because I am creative that way. They are up on my Marketplace now for all your blogging lovin' and photography needs xox... Tessy
PS.. that super cute shape I am using in these pics? It wil be up on my marketplace this week, and works perfectly with these poses.. aherm.. you might just want to pick up both the poses and the shape.. just sayin!





Thursday, May 24, 2018

I see your true colors...


Hello Darlings!  So, here is a new shape that I had been working on for a bit, and with LAQ's new system for heads I thought I'd go ahead and release it. I like LAQ heads due to the fact that you can wear your system eyes, so I can use any of my mesh eyes and don't have to rely on apliers. LAQ has now made the Bento Head HUDS a one time universal purchase that can be used for any of the mes heads, so the price for the head's themselves has gone down, and you only have purchase the HUD once.  I hope you enjoy this shape! xoxo

 shape - .lovelysweet. Olivia shape for LAQ Scarlet Bento head

hair - NANI 

top - ArisAris 
Nicety Top

shorts - Blueberry 

tattoo - Inker

skin appliers - 7 Deadly Skins

eyes - IKON



Thursday, May 17, 2018

and with or without it, i’m good enough...

maybe i’ve done enough,
and your golden child grew up.
maybe this trophy isn’t real love-
and with or without it, i’m good enough.
maybe i’ve done enough,
finally catching up.
for the first time i see an image of
my brokenness utterly worthy of love.
maybe i’ve done enough.
i finally see myself.
through the eyes of no one else.
it’s so exhausting on this silver screen
where i play the role of anyone but me.
i finally see myself.
unabridged and overwhelmed,
a mess of a story i’m ashamed to tell,
but i’m slowly learning how to break this spell.
and i finally see myself.
now i only want what’s real-
to let my heart feel what it feels.
gold, silver or bronze hold no value here,
where work and rest are equally revered.
i only want what’s real-
i set aside the highlight reel,
and leave my greatest failures on display*
(*worthy of love anyway)
Three, Sleeping at Last
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Monday, May 7, 2018

.lovelysweet.Scarlett Shape


So, I went ahead and made another cute shape because, well, why not! I used the Lelutka Chloe Bento mesh head this time and the Maitreya body. She is pettite, slim, and super cute, in my humble opinion! I used a gorgeous applier from League that was originally released for their non bento heads, but fits so well on the Chloe that I had to use it for the ad.
I have to say I love Lelutka heads, and their HUDS are elegant and simple to use. Very user friendly, and low lag which is another bonus.  Anyway, I hope you enjoy the shape! As always, it s mod and copy so you can tweak it to your hearts content, but please make a copy of your original shape incase you mess up!
xoxo
Tessy
shape - .lovelysweet. Scarlett shape for Lelutka Chloe and Maitreya Lara body 

skin - League - Luna Lelutka applier 

hair - Truth - Kare- past group gift

clothing from Blueberry and Tetra




Wednesday, May 2, 2018

what darkness feels like..

It feels like falling.
It feels like rain.
Like losing my balance
Again and again.
It once was so easy;
Breathe in, breathe out.
But at the foot of this mountain,
I only see clouds.

I feel out of focus,
Or at least indisposed
As this strange weather pattern
Inside me takes hold.
Each brave step forward,
I take three steps behind.
It's mind over matter -
Matter over mind.

Slowly, then all at once.
A single loose thread
And it all comes undone.

Where there is light,
A shadow appears.
The cause and effect
When life interferes.
The same rule applies
To goodness and grief;
For in our great sorrow
We learn what joy means.

Sorrow, Sleeping at Last 
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