Summer Sexy

So... sadly, I've decided to ease up on blogging for a little bit until I get a grip on my health stuff... but, I did this pic already and I loved how it turned out so.. yea.. its up :) Also, its with my sweet friend Emms, who also happens to be the creator of this lovely little bikini with the cutest matching sandals...sweet!  Out now at Krave's Great Summer Bash Fashion Fair.

Check out her stuff at her mainstore, [QE] , and also go check out the event... lots of cute sexy stuff out there :)

I'm hoping to still do some of my more artsy stuff and my stories, just will probably be longer intervals between posts as I need to take it easy for a bit.
Thank you to my lovely sponsors, MoDanna <3, [QE], Lumae Skins,  and {W&R} as well as Mute. &  Rumina Style Hair.. I loved blogging their stuff and I hope to come back to it someday. Here's to taking it easy on those lovely warm summer days with good friends and good company.

With much love,
Tessy <3

Tears like diamonds...

"You don't know how strong you are 

until strong is your only option"

After months and months of searching for a reason behind my fatigue and pain, I may finally have the answer. I tested positive for the Lupus antibodies. 

I wish that all the tests had come back negative .. I was already steeling myself for the diagnosis. 

I needed and wanted a name to put to the endless nights of restless sleep, to the days that dragged onto weeks that dragged onto months of such extreme fatigue that even opening my eyes in the morning felt exhausting... to the days where I battled the pain.. that constant, achy, all over my body pain. And, now I have it. A silent condition that causes the body to attack its own tissues, causing systemic inflammation, pain, fatigue and a host of other much more awful things. 

Lupus. That is why I always looked like I have a sunburn on my cheeks. That odd butterfly rash that started a while back and then went away, and then came back with a vengeance. That's why my legs ached so that I could hardly walk after work some days. 

I don't feel very strong right now, I have to admit. I feel.. overwhelmed and sad. I feel sad for my two girls, who don't have a joyful, happy, energetic Mommy right now.  I feel sorry for myself, and, I know that's not a good place to be. I know that my fighting self has already started to come out. Because, despite my tiredness, I am not going to quit and just fade away. 

I am a firm believer that God does not give you more than you can handle, despite how hard somethings are that come your way. Right now I am in a mourning period, saying goodbye to the old path and looking ahead at the path I need to walk. 

And walk I will.. one step at a time, one foot in front of the other...

"courage does not always roar.. sometimes, it the little voice at the end of the day saying..I will try again tomorrow......" 

<33

Easy Days with MoDanna @ The Big Show

MoDanna @ The Big Show

☆ Variation Collection - Sexy Mini Dress

→ All clothing layers

→ Appliers for Lolas Tango, Mirage & Delicq

→ Appliers for Slink Body, Wowmeh, Omega

→ 5 colors

other details: 

hair: Exile

skin: Wow Skins

dog tag: Mandala

ring: {W&R} Petitte Coeur Ring

eyes: IKON Lucid Eyes, Hazel

Modanna peplum to pand ripped leggings

@ The Big Show

☆ Duality Collection - Peplum Top

→ Rigged mesh, 5 SL standard sizing

→ Alpha Layer

→ Demo available

→ 3 colors

☆ Duality Collection - Ripped Leggings

→ All clothing layers

→ Appliers for Luck Azz, UL Ghetto, Sking Brazilia

→ Appliers for Slink Body, Wowmeh, Omega

→ 6 colors

<33 Tessy

Erotigacha.. shooos!

Another round of Erotigacha is out.. and though Im a little late, better late than never :) Here are some cute pink heels from [QE]... studded no doubt! <3 to Emms for making such cuteness :)

hair: Spellbound, Forgotten

skin: Al Vulo Femme Fairy

top: MoDanna Group gift

shorts: MoDanna 

ring: {W&R} Pettit coeur 

shoes: [QE] Tara spiked heels @ Hard Alley's Erotigacha

poses: Label Motion and Marukin

Greek Isle Gacha Fair and Lumae

New skin from Lumae, Eliana, for the Greek Isle Gacha Fair ;) Two tones available in the gacha.. latte, worn here, and Truffle. Gorgeous skin.. I think its my favorite from Lumae to date.. for sure go check it out!

skin: Lumae, Eliana

hair: Exile, After the Rain, Free gift from Hair Fair

eyes: IKON, Hazel 

shape: coming soon! from .love. Shapes .. Dolly Shape.. still road testing it :) 

bikini: .:EC:. Mesh Alix bikini

Cupcake Love

So, this is some cuteness out for the Cupcake Anonymous Hunt.. 5L per item :) Check out their blog for the official hints, pics and LM. You know you want to! Also, the new skin from Essences at The Dressing Room Fusion is just yum... paired here with a new shape I'm working on and I was like.. damn.. I don't think I'm taking this off! Essences have always had the perfect combo of sexy and sweet, and in this one is no different. The Dressing Room always has something worth getting so go check it out!

And, also, these eyes from {SONG}.. I loved that they had a pupil and non-pupil option. Really really cool eyes, and omg so realistic. I've always had a thing for eyes, and am so picky when it comes to which ones I wear and these really are gorgeous! Also at TDR  :) I am wearing the pupil option above and the non-pupil option below.

I hope you enjoy this post and get some cute goodies from the hunt and The Dressing Room Fusion.
Peace... xoxo
Tessy

Cupcakes Anonymous Hunt

lovely felt necklace from MoDanna for the Cupcake Annonymous Hunt.. starts today! 

check it out at their Main Store :) 

hair: Exile

Eyes: {SONG} Chibi Eyes, Snow @ TDR

skin: Essences, Alex for TDR

tank: Ricielli

teeth layer: Wow Skins